tinggal kenangan ...... ^ aQ & syurga^

                                                30 JUNE 2011 ................... ny tarikh yngg pleng epy uat dri aq . ko hdir dlm dri aq ngn hrapn ko akn jge n syg kat aq spnuh aty ko . bnyk knangan antara kte . ko bnyk bkorban tok aq . aq sked ko jge . ko tao aq ta pndai tok bdikari tp ko bg aq smangt sb ko syg kat aq . ko snggop uat pe je tok aq . mse to sweet sgad . ko slalu ad tok aq . ko bg aq smangat ble aq ad msalh . ko ta na biarkan aq gve up cm to je . mse to sweet sgad kn . 

06 FEBRUAY 2012 ................ ny plak trikh yngg pleng aq bnci . genap sdah rlationship kte slame 7bulan 6 aie . pd trikh ny ko lpaskan aq tnpa jwapn . aq mnjadi agy keliru sb ko tnggalkan aq tnpa jwpn . bnd to jd tnda tnye bg aq n sume persoalan to ta tjwb pown . npe ko uat aq cmney sdangkan kte dha ssh snang sme-2 . even kte bwu 7 bln tp mcm-2 bnd kte dha tempuh slame to . npe ko ta hiraukan aq lngsung ? mne pegi syg ko kat aq slame ny ? npe ngn mudah ko buang aq ? wlaupown ko ta bg aq tgu ko tp aq ttp akn tgu ko . dsbkn pangai aq yngg ego , aq dha musnahkan mse dpn ko . aq tao khadiran aq dha bny myshkan ko .

skunk ny , aq slalu bdoa spaya pintu aty ko tbka tok aq . aq hrap Allah akn lembutkan aty ko tok terima aq semula . aq tao ko syang kat aq agy . aq tao ko ta snggop uat aq cmney . tp ko tpu dri ko , n aq . ko ckp ko kuat . aq dpt gse syg ko agy . ko ta kn buang aq cm to je . kn ???? tlg , jgn biarkan aq cmney lpas pe yngg dha jd ....... 

 i'm still waiting for you .......

i don't care anything 

hope you'll understand me ......

syuhadah <3 hakimi 

forever !

       

luahan aty T___T

..:: huh , npe lha slalu sgad kne cmney ? npe ssh sgad seseorang to na fham pe yngg kte gse ? npe aty n pasaan dea je yngg aq kne pham ? aq berubah dr -ve ke +ve just tok dea . sb aq tao if aq ubh attitude aq ianye baik tok dri aq gak . npe sjak akhir-2 ny dea berubah ? dea ta cm dlu . aie-2 aq tgu tok dea jd cm dlu tp ta ad pown . npe dea jd cmney ? aq syg kat dea sgad-2 . aq ta na khilangn dea tp npe dea ta pnh tao sume to . aq rndu time-2 kteowg bgurau , epy je . skunk ny npe ssh sgad . pe dea ad owg len ke ? if dea ad gurl len , aq trime seada nye . aq ta snggop aty n pasaan ny d kecewakan . aq na dea tao pe yngg aq gse skunk . aq ta na dea yngg brubah aty . aq ta na jd hipokrit . aq tao ko ta ske d kongkong pdhal bnd to yngg ko soh aq uat tok control ko . tp skunk dha len . npe prubahan dri ko ketara sgad ? if ad tlg lha face 2 face ngn aq . kte settle cara baik . mang aq pk yngg ko ad gurl len . n naluri aty aq kuat bgtao bnd to . if ko na typu aq , ta pe lha . tpy hargai lha pasaan aq . aq ta na just aq je yngg beriya-2 jge aty n psaan ko tp ko ignore kn pasaan aq . aq na bnd ny jd cm dlu alek . ye ! mang kte slalu gado sb kn hal remeh tp to sume mmatangkn kte dlm stiap hal bkn nye agy na keruhkn keadaan . aq hrap ko fham n please b urself . aq dha ta tao na luahkn cmner agy kat ko . aq ta mnx ko turut kn sume yngg aq na . ckup lha skadar ko pham aq . kdang-2 aq give up ngn sume ny tp aq kne kuat sb aq sygkn relationship ny .

aq ta na jd pape kat relationship ny . agy 6 aie (30.1.2012) genap 7 bln dha rlationship ny . yup , aq tao 7 bln to ta lme mne tp slame 7 bln to lha bnyk bnd yngg jd . aq na sgad ko jd dri ko. ko tao ta aq sdeyh sgad-2 ble tao pe yngg ko uat . aq control ko sb aq na yngg terbaik tok dri ko . bkn niat aq na uat ko cm to . aq na kte sme-2 jge rlationship ny .

aku sayang kau ! aku taknak kau tinggalkan aku just atas alasan yang tak munasabah .

syuhadah sayang hakimi !

just for you :

hakimi <3

aku dan dia

..:: setiap owg perlu d beri pluang tok brubah . sy na mnx maaf kat awk sb dha bnyk uat awk terase ngn sy , sy ta ad niat na uat awk mrh . sy uat to sume sb sy syg kat awk . ta ad niat len pon . sy ta na awk jd yngg bkn-2 . sy hrap sgad awk maafkan sy . saya sayang awak sangat-2 !
                                                                                                                                           

#syu<3hakimi#

terima kasih !

 , btol ke ngn pe yngg aq dpt tao .. ?? parentz aq still ta ready agy tok lpaskn aq stdy jaoh2 ... huh , kcian plak kat dyeowg .. lbh2 agy aq dha lha ta pnh lngsong bjaohn ngn family .. cmaner lha aq nk adap sume ny ? mampu kah aq tok harungi sume ny ?? ya ALLAh , beri kan lha aq kekuatan .. beri kn lha aq smangt tok aq handle sume ny .. aq ta kuat tok sume ny .. hope parentz aq akn relakn aq .. tengs kat ibu ngn ayh sb dha bnyk berkorban tok along even along dha bnyk myshkn ibu ngn ayh .. terima kasih tok segala nye .... :(

(^_^)

, sometimes its better to be clueless about what is happend around u , rather than knowing every bit of information that silently KILLS u .... :)

AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!! my family .... <3

lumrah idop

::~ idop nieyh bnyk dugaan n cabaran . ta sume yngg kte nuck , kte akn dpt .. ta sume ynggg kte impikan akn kte kecapi .... dlm idop , perlu kn pengorbanan tok kte epy ngn pe yngg kte dha wat . ta sume owg snggop bkorban .. pengorbanan yngg ikhlas , akn ad gnjaran nye dr ALLAH .. n aq nga mnjadi spt to ...