Sunday 19 February 2012

tinggal kenangan ...... ^ aQ & syurga^

                                                30 JUNE 2011 ................... ny tarikh yngg pleng epy uat dri aq . ko hdir dlm dri aq ngn hrapn ko akn jge n syg kat aq spnuh aty ko . bnyk knangan antara kte . ko bnyk bkorban tok aq . aq sked ko jge . ko tao aq ta pndai tok bdikari tp ko bg aq smangt sb ko syg kat aq . ko snggop uat pe je tok aq . mse to sweet sgad . ko slalu ad tok aq . ko bg aq smangat ble aq ad msalh . ko ta na biarkan aq gve up cm to je . mse to sweet sgad kn . 

06 FEBRUAY 2012 ................ ny plak trikh yngg pleng aq bnci . genap sdah rlationship kte slame 7bulan 6 aie . pd trikh ny ko lpaskan aq tnpa jwapn . aq mnjadi agy keliru sb ko tnggalkan aq tnpa jwpn . bnd to jd tnda tnye bg aq n sume persoalan to ta tjwb pown . npe ko uat aq cmney sdangkan kte dha ssh snang sme-2 . even kte bwu 7 bln tp mcm-2 bnd kte dha tempuh slame to . npe ko ta hiraukan aq lngsung ? mne pegi syg ko kat aq slame ny ? npe ngn mudah ko buang aq ? wlaupown ko ta bg aq tgu ko tp aq ttp akn tgu ko . dsbkn pangai aq yngg ego , aq dha musnahkan mse dpn ko . aq tao khadiran aq dha bny myshkan ko .

skunk ny , aq slalu bdoa spaya pintu aty ko tbka tok aq . aq hrap Allah akn lembutkan aty ko tok terima aq semula . aq tao ko syang kat aq agy . aq tao ko ta snggop uat aq cmney . tp ko tpu dri ko , n aq . ko ckp ko kuat . aq dpt gse syg ko agy . ko ta kn buang aq cm to je . kn ???? tlg , jgn biarkan aq cmney lpas pe yngg dha jd ....... 

 i'm still waiting for you .......
i don't care anything 
hope you'll understand me ......
syuhadah <3 hakimi 
forever !


       

Monday 23 January 2012

luahan aty T___T

..:: huh , npe lha slalu sgad kne cmney ? npe ssh sgad seseorang to na fham pe yngg kte gse ? npe aty n pasaan dea je yngg aq kne pham ? aq berubah dr -ve ke +ve just tok dea . sb aq tao if aq ubh attitude aq ianye baik tok dri aq gak . npe sjak akhir-2 ny dea berubah ? dea ta cm dlu . aie-2 aq tgu tok dea jd cm dlu tp ta ad pown . npe dea jd cmney ? aq syg kat dea sgad-2 . aq ta na khilangn dea tp npe dea ta pnh tao sume to . aq rndu time-2 kteowg bgurau , epy je . skunk ny npe ssh sgad . pe dea ad owg len ke ? if dea ad gurl len , aq trime seada nye . aq ta snggop aty n pasaan ny d kecewakan . aq na dea tao pe yngg aq gse skunk . aq ta na dea yngg brubah aty . aq ta na jd hipokrit . aq tao ko ta ske d kongkong pdhal bnd to yngg ko soh aq uat tok control ko . tp skunk dha len . npe prubahan dri ko ketara sgad ? if ad tlg lha face 2 face ngn aq . kte settle cara baik . mang aq pk yngg ko ad gurl len . n naluri aty aq kuat bgtao bnd to . if ko na typu aq , ta pe lha . tpy hargai lha pasaan aq . aq ta na just aq je yngg beriya-2 jge aty n psaan ko tp ko ignore kn pasaan aq . aq na bnd ny jd cm dlu alek . ye ! mang kte slalu gado sb kn hal remeh tp to sume mmatangkn kte dlm stiap hal bkn nye agy na keruhkn keadaan . aq hrap ko fham n please b urself . aq dha ta tao na luahkn cmner agy kat ko . aq ta mnx ko turut kn sume yngg aq na . ckup lha skadar ko pham aq . kdang-2 aq give up ngn sume ny tp aq kne kuat sb aq sygkn relationship ny .



aq ta na jd pape kat relationship ny . agy 6 aie (30.1.2012) genap 7 bln dha rlationship ny . yup , aq tao 7 bln to ta lme mne tp slame 7 bln to lha bnyk bnd yngg jd . aq na sgad ko jd dri ko. ko tao ta aq sdeyh sgad-2 ble tao pe yngg ko uat . aq control ko sb aq na yngg terbaik tok dri ko . bkn niat aq na uat ko cm to . aq na kte sme-2 jge rlationship ny .


aku sayang kau ! aku taknak kau tinggalkan aku just atas alasan yang tak munasabah .


syuhadah sayang hakimi !

just for you :
hakimi <3

Sunday 22 January 2012

aku dan dia

..:: setiap owg perlu d beri pluang tok brubah . sy na mnx maaf kat awk sb dha bnyk uat awk terase ngn sy , sy ta ad niat na uat awk mrh . sy uat to sume sb sy syg kat awk . ta ad niat len pon . sy ta na awk jd yngg bkn-2 . sy hrap sgad awk maafkan sy . saya sayang awak sangat-2 !
                                                                                                                                           

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